Things are finally going good for me
So why do I feel so lonely
Things are finally starting to work out
So what am I so upset about
Things have changed so fast
And I just can't let go of my past
Things are so very confusing
I am fighting myself so how am I losing
I am so confused and really afraid
My life has moved on yet the pain has stayed
I moved on leaving so much behind
For this new lie and happiness I am still trying to find
I'm fighting so hard to survive
When I don't even want to be alive
I thought that being a part of a family
Would make me happy
But I am still so sad
It was love from the family I had already had
I wish there was a way to make them love and want me
I fear that is the only way I will ever be happy
I need them to love me the way they should
I just wish they would
Love is to be felt not spoken
Until then, my heart will remain broken
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