For my Brothers

To Josh conor and Dev
I am sorry for the way that I left
When I came out there, i had no place else to go
I was happy to have you to get to know
I was a lost little girl
Who had just lost her entire world
My whole life was a lie I needed to have something real
A familly to love me to help me heal
I was trying to get through life with a smile
But it got too hard after just a short while
I was happy to be a family with you
but so badly missed my family and friends and life that I knew
No matter where I am I'll be your sister forever
And the times that we had I will always treasure
I had specail times with all of you each
But my favorites are from Victoria beach
I am happy that I came back to my life
But loosing contact with you wasnt right
I am sorry for any hurt caused by me
I hope you accept my appology
I see by your pictures on facebook and msn
That you are growing into men
I miss you guys so much and hope you know it
Even if I have not been around to show it
I had to come home but should of stayed in touch
I hope you know that I love you so much
The time that we had meant so much to me
I was just hurting and couldnt enjoy it fully
I wish that we hadnt drifted apart
But know that your each held close in my heart